[ Of course he had to listen to it. If it was something that Jyuto wanted him to keep safe, he needed to know what it is unless Jyuto specifically told him not to- after all, it would help him know who Jyuto's enemies were, and that would help him better help Jyuto.
This is.. a lot for Riou to unpack. He knows it's Jyuto, but Jyuto doesn't know it's him. He's sharing something with him, from the sounds of it for emergencies or.. who knows. He's trusting "Solon" to be his fail-safe without even knowing he's Riou.
But more than that, the contents of the video are probably one of the most upsetting things that Riou's experienced in a long while. He's lost comrades before. He's never had a recording of it happening. He's never been able to actually relive it over and over again outside of panicked memories, even if he can't see anything. Perhaps it's worse that he can only hear it, because every sound is left to the imagination and his experiences in war mean his imagination is not kind to him.
--Who is texting him, if Jyuto is dead? Riou hasn't had anyone die on him yet-- he doesn't know what happens. ]
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This is.. a lot for Riou to unpack. He knows it's Jyuto, but Jyuto doesn't know it's him. He's sharing something with him, from the sounds of it for emergencies or.. who knows. He's trusting "Solon" to be his fail-safe without even knowing he's Riou.
But more than that, the contents of the video are probably one of the most upsetting things that Riou's experienced in a long while. He's lost comrades before. He's never had a recording of it happening. He's never been able to actually relive it over and over again outside of panicked memories, even if he can't see anything. Perhaps it's worse that he can only hear it, because every sound is left to the imagination and his experiences in war mean his imagination is not kind to him.
--Who is texting him, if Jyuto is dead? Riou hasn't had anyone die on him yet-- he doesn't know what happens. ]
I listened to the recording. Who is this?